Cautiously Optimistic

Well, we had a good weekend around here. Hubby and I finally had a loooong talk about DD and what WASN'T happening around here. Hoping I actually got through to him about how important it is to me. I don't think he realized that it really is part of who I am and I can't be completely happy unless we have this in our life. We haven't been doing any kind of spanking for quite some time, because, frankly, I just can't feign interest in one part of it (the fun kind) if the part I really crave (the discipline kind) isn't there. Basically told him the old adage: If mama ain't happy, ain't nobody happy! LOL! And of course, I ended up getting a spanking on Saturday. So maybe we'll get there. The important thing is, we're talking. And hopefully doing a lot more spanking!