It's been sooooooooo long!

What's a girl to do when she can't even get her butt warmed on a regular basis? *Sigh* Maybe I've just been too good. (yeah - right) I haven't been good enough - good enough at asking for it, that is. After a while, you just sort of lose interest. But then I go on Spanking Tube and watch a few videos, and bingo! I'm in the mood again. But still not good at asking for it. Hard to even talk about it. He sure as hell doesn't know where this blog is. He knows there is one, but I've never told him how to find it. That would take more courage than I have so far. Although, he would probably learn a whole lotta stuff about me if I let him - LOL! At least I have a rich fantasy life. Just need to turn him into Prince Spanko. Where's that evil stepmother when you need her?